How many of you can actually let go of someone you truly love? Even if it's just a crush, i find it so damn hard to let go. Even though you know that the person you love will be happier with someone else, and you really want that person you love to be happy, a part of you just don't wanna let go, isn't it? A part of you is dying to be the reason why your crush or the person you love is happy. You want to be the reason why he's happy. People always say, "As long as you're happy, I'm happy. I'm happy for you." Really? Do you really feel happy when someone else is the reason for your crush happiness? At least not for me. I want to be the reason why he's happy. I don't want others to be the reason why he's happy. Yes. I'm selfish. But seeing other people being his reason for happiness is not I want. I want him to be happy because of me. I want to be the reason for his happiness. But if he can't be with me, or that I can't be his reason to be happy, then I don't want anyone else to be his reason for being happy. I'm that selfish. But that's what I really want.